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Friday, October 14, 2005

I didn't know that finding a suitable blog skin will be so hard. I spent 30 mins and finally found one. It's not what I like but still took it anyways.

Went to ice skate a few days back. CC mastered the skill in such a short time manz. I still can't believe I suffered so much. An-almost-spine, a big blue-black on the palm, some cuts and MUSCLE ACHES. Hash too.. Blisters. X( Thrill. Seeing them ice skating was different from what we experienced.

Yep. Exams are over. I don't feel any sense of satisfaction at all. Maybe I didn't work hard enough. Everyone is talking about time constraint. I do not even have time constraint. I chose not to study. Yeps.I wasn't myself lately. It seemed like a soul had taken over me. I do not seem to care anymore. I smile and laugh when it's moody inside. I pull on a fake front. Kept thinking.. of a lot of things. Running through my mind. Only if this was a movie that could be played back. I land my fingers on the stop button and rewind it again. I see myself retreating back to the starting line. The blow of the whistle signalled the start of the race. I ran but the winner wasn't me. Everyone cheered for her.

This is the ending I want.

i was just imperfect.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

I can't stand it when even my close friends around me dun even understand me at all. I don't know... That's why I am feeling really moody and angry these days even though no one knows cause they are not even understanding or they even know me that well at all.

Then the same thing goes when I really do want someone to take me seriously. Then they think that I am joking or give me the can't-be-bothered look. I really hate this you know. Anyway, I try or I must reflect.. I thought I did. But after I did, I realised that all these while, you have been not a good friend. Me neither. Taking me for granted. Expecting me to do all these just to please you. Well, fine. I did what. But it can't go on this way...

I have already sat back and thought more than you did. I think you dun understand the problem between us.

So if you think that's you, I hope you will do something about it.

i was just imperfect.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Went out with friends ytd. Took neoprints and bought some sweeta at mini mix or something. Then found out that I was broke. HAHA.

Anyway, if you are wondering where our squad took the pic, it was taken at peace haven, of course. It was a fun trip with all the singing and crapping around.

i was just imperfect.

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

I wanted to post that up long ago but couldn't find any host or server. Anyway, things seemed to be getting more and more complicated nowadays and I hope we can put an end to it. yi liao bai liao..

Today's national day and guess wad. Everyone is like studying at home while the rest go out and enjoy themselves. what kind of life am i leading hah?

i was just imperfect.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

I think for the past few days, I have been fighting against it. HAH. It didn't work.

Finally, all the work is settled. But I can't lie back and relax. This sat is CAC. So everyone, jia you! or isit dajobu? ---> Bertha's msn nick.

Have been blogging in this kind of weird format. Well, I guess only weirdos do that.

Hmm.. Life's not getting interesting anymore. Maybe after school reopens, it may spice up my life? Heh.

i was just imperfect.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

The photos have been posted on the net. So peeps, go view them man.

Went to watch Mr and Mrs Smith just now. Wasn't as bad as I thought. The movie is supposed to make me laugh but surprisingly, I didn't.

TMR: BIG DAY

Hash was like, OMG OMG! Haha. I feel a bit afraid yet excited about tmr. We are stepping up. >.< So, 21 more hours later, we are going to:

-Carry extra responsibilities.
-Be their NCOS.
-Plan activities
-Gain access to RC rm(yea (:)
-Stay back almost everyday

THE LIST JUST GOES ON.

i was just imperfect.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Had photo taking just now and it was so damn funny cause everyone's like acting serious especially WEI XUE.

Yea. We can collect out shirts SOON.

Yep. I think there's a lot to be done for homework and I really must get started.

BTW, Wei Xue's house is damn neat and organized. Maybe I should hire her as my maid next time. Thanks for the maggie noodles that you cooked for me! Yes, I am grateful.

Shufen's house is also nice man. Her exercising machine or wadever is not working. Sigh.. I wanna go gym soon... MAI!

i was just imperfect.